dream

i went to sort of summer school
and knew many nice friends
but we weren't learning things from the blackboard
on the particular day of the school that i had dreamed of
we needed to arrange a beautiful flower bunch in a set of vases
of different sizes
we got to choose the vases ourselves

i didn't get the best ones because others was faster than me
and because i was shy to be the first one to get it

then we had to go collecting flowers from the ground
many girls picked beautiful flowers and arranged them into a very beautiful bunch

i didn't find flowers that match well in color and style
because i was too interested in observing some tiny wild flowers to pick any
but i was self contradictory
i did feel bad and inferior when i saw the girls having beautiful flower bunches


after a while the whole class needed to move to another place to pick flowers
it was a countryside place. very calm and mignon.
lots of warm sunshine, grasses and flowers
the hue of the scene is very soft.
the color of dried rice stick and pink and pink purple
but i couldn't catch up with them
i was the only one who didn't know where we needed to go
even my best friend left me behind, riding her motorcycle to the destination
on the high way, i was riding my motorcycle behind her
that way i might arrive where the others needed to go

the high way was full of danger
lots of heavy trucks and cars that drove very fast

my best friend
within one blink
was sunndenly flung to the road side by some car accident

i wasn't driving close to the road side but i managed to get to her

she became dried and small and brown (looked like she'd been burned)
and very light because her body didn't have much water inside
she was wrapped with a very old dirty pink cloth like a baby

i had to check if she's alive so i picked up her bony dead body
which felt horrible to me
but still to help her i had to do it

i cried out loud when i found her absolutely dead
but hoping that going to the hospital might help
i called out to the ambulances that past by
none of them wanted to stop even if i yelled that my friend's life is in danger
so then i tried other cars that could help carry her to the hospital
but everyone was totally indifferent to the road accident
it was hopeless
too much time had past to save her life

but after a while
two boy classmates came over
and each used magic on her

a stream of golden light that was embeded with golden stars went out from one of the boy's hands
and she came alive, plump and white.

i held her tightly and cried
i wanted to say thanks to the boys so much
but i was too overwhelmed with the fact that she came alive again.